From the recording NOW U SEE ME
Lyrics
I could never let up never change up
When this shit gon stop, When we gon wake up?
Woulda banged your line a long time ago but you know we got way too many hang ups
Too many feelings on my mind aye
Put em on silent but they vibrate
Put em on silent but they vibrate
Even though it’s silent feel the vibrations
Too much on my mind thinking that’s why i ain’t been sleeping well
Trying not to admit the fact that I probably need you still
Questioning they motives same time Questioning my people skills
Waking up from a dreams only to find out that I’m dreaming still
All my past epiphonies thought that they were genius built
Now I’m thinking silly me
Remember I let the devils drain out
Casting Evil spells
Let em fly first then was Speechless like Tinkerbell
I would pick the phone up
I would pick the phone up
Fuck I know you meaning well
But I won’t have no luck
But I know I won’t have no luck
Naw
Cause I could see you taking all my kindness for some weakness still
Taking all my decency and finding double meanings still
I could just vulnerable and maybe make my ego chill
Sit down on your roller coaster
But right now not seeking thrills
I just need to keep me safe
I just need to keep me safe
That’s the thing I need to feel
Matter of fact What am I even picking up this phone right now I’m really buggin
I could never let up never change up
When this shit gon stop, When we gon wake up?
Woulda banged your line a long time ago but you know we got way too many hang ups
Too many feelings on my mind aye
Put em on silent but they vibrate
Put em on silent but they vibrate
Even though it’s silent feel the vibrations
Maybe I’ll call but not today
I put it off with no due date
Later turned into it’s too late
Put it on mute yea put it on mute
Push come to shove, I push you away
So push notify me when you break
Push pride to the side like some panties
What’s underneath, shit that couldnt be me
Couldn’t be me
Couldn’t be me
I used to fall asleep on the phone to you. Now we barely speak when I come home to you.
Spending nights on this couch more.
Your love language is these house chores. I’m folding clothes, thinking back to times that I was folding you. I know it can’t have been easy with all these troubles you’ve been through. Mentally and physically, 2 kids will take its toll on you. Shit, it takes its toll on us, I guess… (I don’t know what it is, I just… I guess it’s hard for me to hear that I don’t give enough when what I’ve been pouring into you has left me empty. But it’s corny if I bring up all the losses that I took for us. Still, I keep on giving more. It’s better than just giving up. But the truth is that I’ve played this role before, where I’ve had to shoulder more, be the one that’s always strong, provide the safety and the warmth, knowing she ain’t got the strength that can provide the same support, and my tolerance is worn down. I wanna be that guy for you, but honestly, I’m torn when I know you’ve got it in you. You saw it when our kids were…
Born, And I was feeling helpless Maybe I been selfish tryna help you to be more but
That’s the thing I need to feel
Matter of fact What am I even picking up this phone right now I’m really buggin
I could never let up never change up
When this shit gon stop, When we gon wake up?
Woulda banged your line a long time ago but you know we got way too many hang ups
Too many feelings on my mind aye
Put em on silent but they vibrate
Put em on silent but they vibrate
Even though it’s silent feel the vibrations